Wow two months since I last blogged. I guess its safe to say one thing 2015 gave me was a loss of blogging mojo. I’ve been torn over the last month over whether its time to delete this blog. But then I remember all the memories it has. All the old posts that have meaning. Various journeys I’ve been through over the past 7 years.
But its no longer my safe place. It stopped being my safe place when friends and family found out about it. The risk of not being an anonymous blogger. It became somewhere I had to consider what I was saying, consider who was reading it. Consider if I wanted to face the music or not. I could go and start an anonymous blog. But I haven’t. I’ve generally gone back to good old fashion pen and paper.
Last night I sat and re-read through my diary. And I cried. I cried at the few good memories and I cried for all the bad ones. I smiled at the accomplishments and achievements of this year. And I laughed at myself.
2015 I’ve changed alot. My views and passions are different now to what they were at the start of the year. My goals in life have changed. Some people have walked out. Some people have walked in. But either way I have survived and I’m just going to keep on plodding on and hopefully make it another 365 days.